I really hate how I have been acting lately.
Sometimes I wish that life was just standing on a lonely, sunny hill underneath an apple tree all day, soaking in all it's warmth and glory.
But instead life has to be all about making choices, and making friends.
I am really not a good communicator, I realize that.
I loose friends because of that all the time, and I piss people off because most of the time I don't know how to say stuff.
There I go sounding like I am pitying myself.
But I am not.
I just wish that people would understand me better and realize that I am really different from other people.
But so many things I regret.
I just wish that I could erase things from my memory.
I also wish that people cared.
That's why I don't care because they never cared.
SoupRgirl · Sun Sep 03, 2006 @ 08:07pm · 1 Comments
