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darkness embraces me it holds me and draws my emotions out of me. I reside an emotionless corpse,nothing left to lose, nothing left to live for,this pain it doesn't hurt but it doesn't belong I state this isn't me it doesn't belong it was never there.the fact os it's there for a reason and it melded itself as a part of my being.life is nothing but a wisp of what was,it ceases day after day.my emotions shatter and fade from me.I'm nothing anymore just a remnant.people "love" me then why is it so hard to believe, beccause there's nothing left to love.Nothing's here anymore nothing.Matthew John Iusczcuk was a real person he did exist these days you can still see him but he lives no more.he laughs outsidee but dies inside a name can bring him back or make him further,he could stop your crying or cause you some of the most pain your imagnation could bear.You want to talk to him, ask for matthew, you want to see his depressed side ask for Ivan.

-the former being known as Matthew John Iusczcuk