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I went away with David again, he was very sweet and kind. We laughed alot 3nodding
Again, my ex doesn't know about me and his best friend going out. But it doesn't matter to me, he's like dead and I don't care about his death whee
David understands me , he makes more fun with me then with my ex. Compliment for me!!
He told me how his future girl must/look be like and it really resemble her sweatdrop
I'm actually afraid of falling in love with him. I'm not ready for it anyway. But I dont think he fancys me that much.
But he can fall in love with me, what can I do then?
He held my hands because they were cold, we were standing in fornt of each other. My first reaction was backing of. But I dont think he was trying anything.
He hugged me and I could just stay in his arms forever. We were both tired and he hairs smells to good. heart

The next night I went out with Kenneth, to see the fireworks and go for some drinks. He payed like a gentlemen heart
Kenneth isn't my type so we're just good friends...

It also seems that Alex is mad at Kenneth and David, because they go out with me. He's just jealous!! He doesn't own me anymore and his friends are sweet and funny. They like me more than him sweatdrop They ask to go out with me, I feel good with them.

But I had the weirdist dream today... I was with david and he decided to call a friend. I was standing next to him so he let me listen to true the phone. I was close to his face so there was atraction xd Everything felt so different then, I'm not even in love with him. Anyway, we were close there so we kissed each other 3 times short on the mouth during the conversation. When it was over he kissed me 2times long and passionned. Then he toke my shirt off and asked if I would sleep with him sweatdrop I said "NO!" ofcourse xd