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I Feel Like Such An Angst Bucket...


Well, I almost got to go see Tim again this weekend...
only I couldn't. Because I have to stay home and help clean the house.
No offense to Tim, but I really wanted to just stay home this weekend.
Not to mention I kind of have to anyway.

We have people coming to look at the house Monday.
Actual buyers. Who may want the place.
So it has to be all impressive.

Bleeeehh...

=[

So yeah, Tim was upset. I'm upset.
My mom had the bright idea of seeing
if he could come to my friend's birthday party.

But... no.
I don't think that would be fair for her, really.
I'm going to her party to hang with her.
If Tim came, I'd be paying more attention to him.
That just isn't right, to me anyway.

He seemed to think the same thing.
We'll have to find another time to get together.
Little problem. Solved, for the most part.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay, so that's not really the thing I'm upset about right now.

What I'm really freaking out about is the showing next Monday.
It has me in the "moving blues" mood once again.

On one hand, I want the people to like our house and buy it.
But on the other hand, I really don't.

I don't want to move yet.

But no.. we can't just stay here. It's not that easy.
There's no money coming into this house for one.
And my mom keeps saying if we're on the market too long,
we'll lose the house all together.

But mostly... I just don't want to move!
This is different from the countless times I've moved in the past.
I'm leaving too much behind.

I'll be moving away from more really good friends.
The best friends I've ever had, I met here in California!

And I'll have to give Neko and Kilala up too.
My mom says we can't take them to Texas with us.
"It won't be fair to them", she says.
But you know what's more unfair?!
Dumping them off at an animal shelter
to be adopted by complete strangers, or put to sleep!
I can't do that to them. They're my babies, for crying out loud!


crying

Dammit, it sucks!

I'm probably bitching waaay too much.
I'll worry about that later.
Right now, I really don't give a s**t.




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  • User Comments: [2]
    And I'll have to give Neko and Kilala up too.

    Whoa--what? You have to give up Neko and Kilala? This ain't gonna fly; I'll talk to my mom about this, she's been finding homes for stray cats a lot in the past year. Neko and Kilala would just be easier to handle because they've already had their shots/been fixed. Maybe we could get our friend Donna to take them, she's shaping up to be a good crazy cat-lady.

    You're not bitching too much, I've bitched a lot more than you just for moving to a different area in Modesto. I've been there my entire life, you've been to different states all throughout your life. Seeing this whole thing again tends to bring reality crashing down on you. Reality bites.

    comment Ratinha Weevil · Community Member · Sat Aug 26, 2006 @ 03:53am


    Well not right fricken' now, thank God.

    But according to my mom...
    when we move, we can't bring them.

    There could be the possibility of changing her mind
    when the time comes... I hope,
    but so far that's that.

    =[

    If we do end up getting rid of them,
    your mom will be the first person I call on.



    comment Ophrysia · Community Member · Sat Aug 26, 2006 @ 06:37am
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