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I've been through a stage like that before. Beause a lot of my friends relyed on me to do their dirty work and i wondered what it would be like if i dissapeared. Same with my mom for a long period of my life, i had to practicly raise my brother at times.
But I looked on the bright side of life and stopped doing stuff for my friends all the time and focused on my self. It's times like that when you just need a good friend. For me...It was my dog! heart

if you left i would cry...i would cry so much my eyes bleed...i would go into a deep depression because i wasn't able to help get rid of your misery... knowing that the one person in my life right now that ment the world to me had died...i love you