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I Knew I Loved Him Before I Met Him
heart I only just recently discovered his out for myself and was totaly weired out. And after reading a quote from someone's signature...
<3 I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life<3

...made me type this strange occurance.

heart Years ago I had this dream: I lived in a town much like Dublith in Fullmetal Alchemist only with Japanese style houses (way before I was deep into anime or knew anything about FMA). I lied to my parents and told them I was getting married. They threw me a big engagement party and I got lots of cool gifts. After the party I was walking around town trying to think of how to explain the truth to my parents when I bumped into this boy my age. He was kinda-cute and really nice. We exhanged smiles and before I knew it I was engaged to him and really happy. So I never had to tell my parents the truth. I never knew his name: even to this day.

Sister Madeline


heart Then like a month before Fullmetal Alchemist came to America as an anime, I had another dream: I was hanging out with a group of friends in an old green feild where a strange factory like building was erected. It was just me, two other girls and one boy. No clue who any of them were, but in the dream were were all close friends. Then some strange war just appeared in full battle and the girls all disappeared. The boy remained and told me something about having to go fight for the good. He took off running and then I felt feelings of love towards him. He ran into the battle, me trying to chase him down when he somehow erected a stone wall out of no where and ran behind it into the building (I now know he used a form of alchemy even though I knew notthing of the science then). I chased him into the building then relized the war fighters were all trying to catch and kill him. Just as he was about to run off into battle, I tried to tell him i loved him: but the dream ended.

heart Now between these two dreams was like a 5-7 year span. During that time I transfered to a new high School is a small town during freshman year and befriended a boy named Mike. Over the high school four years, we became really good friends. Now we're great best friends but I think there may be something more there. But since both of us are too damn shy to say anything, it's been this way for a year since high school ended in 2005. Thinking back to those dreams, the boys in my dream were all identical to Mike. Except Mike is into Russia and is anti-Japan and he is a totaly anti-otaku. He sees Anime as just cartoons.

heart I don't know anymore. Maybe this world is nothing but a made-up world. Like what we create in our minds controls the universe. I'm not a strong beliver in it... but this occurance makes me re-think my way of thinking.

Sister Madline from 'Dragonfly'(2002)
If we can create this world with imagination, why not the next.


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