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For the past like two weeks I havent been on much and i have felt like s**t and depressed, I even stop eating like I use to eat alot, like crazy but I havent, like today I only had like a coulpe poptarts, cuz I have my entire mind ripping me apart and I thought I could hack it but I cant, so im writing my ******** problems in this journal hoping it will help, my friends offer me advice but I cant go though with it, its like im dieing slowly I dont feel like my self, and I m moving on my own soon, bein home sick wont help me, I feel like im destroying myself, and some advice is encourgaed.

Im in love or like whatever but its different (long story), and then moving away and the whole school s**t doesnt help, then my friends, Im worried about some of them, and alot of times I feel like an idiot, im so lost, and its like im turning emo, so yea theres just too many issues to go though but you get the idea, and chrissy hey thanks for always being there, I know you are like wao or maybe like why? You always have been there for me, even if you didnt think so, you are the only I can really talk to. emo you too carey *hugs*

And idiots who think chrissy is the one I like, she is not, she is like a sister to me and that would be gross....asswipes!!.