~Is this what they call love? and I don't mean the feeling you get from just a random person but true love?....All the years that went by and no one could see, the pain that I went threw, but now it's like that whole part of me is gone. Vanished...and left me happier then I could ever imagine. I would give my life to protect the one I love any day...without even the slightest hesitation...anything to thank him for saving me from myself. If only I could show such love back to him.....but I don't know how. I am weak and new to the feeling but still I try. For the only thing I think about is him, and I hate to think that it won't last, but it won't. Soon I will leave him and my old self will find me again. I cry at the thought, even though I promised my self I would never cry again....thinking that I'm going to lose him always makes the tears fall from my cheeks once more. It's funny....but I love to cry, it makes me feel free of all my pain....kinda' like a forbidden blade to ones heart.~
*(Ashley)*
Evi-Chi Community Member 
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