I love my mom...always will. However, I sometimes wonder if the things she does are for my benifit or for her peace of mind. Sure, I'm a teen and there are gonna be times when I do the most rediculous things in the name of having a lil bit of fun, but I'm not reckless when it comes to the safety of my life. Crappy life? Yes. But it's my life. I have no intention of giving up anything I have without a fight to the end. This is just...who I am. Fighter by nature, dark by habit. The worst part of all is that she always acts like she doesn't trust me. I don't understand why in the world she doesn't though. I haven't given her a reason not to, and I definately don't understand why she wouldn't give me the benefit of a doubt. I've never giver her a reason not to trust me before...she knows it...maybe she just doesn't care.
 Xits the Tragedy · Mon Dec 27, 2004 @ 01:48am · 0 Comments |
