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Okay so here's the story...my idiot brother (Cory for all those curious) lost his temper and punched a big a** hole in the wall and of course who gets the blame? Me. That's right, my idiot brother punches a ******** hole in the wall and I 'made' him do it. I was thinking about it afterward and you know, I would REALLY like to know how I managed to ******** around in his mind and do that, could be useful... and then, if I COULD MAKE him do something, wouldn't I just make him, like...jump off a cliff or something?

How did he lose his temper? He was treating me like crap, being a complete a*****e just because I wouldn't let him play runescape...so, what do I do? I retaliate, of course I'm not going to do it with physical violence, I mean...he's HUGE and I'm, well, me...so I do it with words. I called him a hypocondriac (I'm not sure of the spelling and I'm not going to look it up because I really can't be bothered at the moment) because he had three of the five days off school this week...the first I could tolerate, he had to go the hospital, the second he came home 'sick' and then on friday he stood in a ******** ditch and screwed up his knee again...I say he was probably screwing around with his friends and just made up some stupid story so he couldn't get in any trouble for it, that's what he does.

But anyway, just because I called him that and said that he always seems to be sick and in a lot of pain until he WANTS to do something or go somewhere then he seems to be absolutely fine and dandy hed thought it was okay to punch a whole in the wall. It wasn't even a reactionary punch or anything, he walked away, came back and punched the wall. Then, knowing that I would of course be in more trouble than he was because dad was the one home he started crying and went to find dad. Dad came in, straight away accused me of MAKING him punch a hole in the wall AND not doing anything around the house. Well come on, I wasn't just going to stand there and take that s**t, I clean up every day I'm home, except weekends because hell, I shouldn't be the only one to have to do everything, AND as I stated earlier I honestly couldn't MAKE him do anything. Oh, I should have also mentioned that before he ran off crying he threatened to punch my head in like he did the wall...I tried egging him on, I knew he couldn't do it...he's such a girl sometimes.

The result of all this was that my wonderful father who wouldn't let me get a word in edgewise took away austar (meh, I can deal, I don't watch it anyway) and the internet, kinda pissed me off but I could also deal with that. He then told ME, just ME to clean the house before my mum got home. When I protested and asked why Cory didn't have to do anything he said he was in too much pain...right then I should have retorted saying something about yeah, in pain but it wasn't enough to stop him from running to you to get his side in first, but I didn't, I was a) too angry and b) too upset.

Well, tonight things just got better! He gave back the austar AND the internet but started to say that I have to stop being such a b***h and yelling at him and should start doing things around the house. This is when I spoke up, I didn't raise my voice, it was actually more of a whisper at first and finally got to say something in my defence but then he cut me off mid sentence and said that I always have to have the last word and am always yelling and screaming at him and I never do anything around the house.

To my knowledge this is the first time I've actually said something other than that time after we first moved here and I told him that he was stupid when he was drunk and he almost hit me and called me a stuck up snob (yeah, who raised me with those ideals?). I mean...there have been countless times when he's gotten drunk and cornered me or put me down in front of family and friends... oh and then there's all those times when he's not drunk and just puts me down anyway...and NEVER have I said anything (bar, of course, those times that I've mentioned).

...anyway...that's it, I think...I don't really need to put anything else down at the moment...