Latly I feel like s**t. I can't complain to anyone because they're all gone. So I'll just take it all on my journal. I like Olivier. Well achually I'm not shure anymore. I just think of him. Alot. And he's gone at this camp near where he lives. He lives around Bathurts. Thats about 4 hours away from me. It's been about four days he's gone. I miss him way too much for the time we've spent together. He told me before he whent off, that he missed me and he had feeling for me. I almost mellted. Well I did achully.. The problem is, when
he'll get back, I will only be aloud to call him on mondays and wendnesdays because the long distances calls are cheaper. But I'll only get to talk with him for about 15 minutes.. It depresses me to know that nothing will ever happen between me and him unless one of us moves, wich I'm pretty shure it won't ever happen.. On the up side, he reaptly come's over here to visit his older sister. So that means we could see each other often enough. But. Damn, there ALWAYS a but... He stil has feeling for his ex. So what am I supposed to do about all of this? Arg.. ANd I'm still not shure if I like him! Well, it seem obvious enough eh? And anyways by the time we'll ever get to do somthing, he'll probably have met sombody else... OH GOD. My advice for this is,
LOVE SUCKS.
he'll get back, I will only be aloud to call him on mondays and wendnesdays because the long distances calls are cheaper. But I'll only get to talk with him for about 15 minutes.. It depresses me to know that nothing will ever happen between me and him unless one of us moves, wich I'm pretty shure it won't ever happen.. On the up side, he reaptly come's over here to visit his older sister. So that means we could see each other often enough. But. Damn, there ALWAYS a but... He stil has feeling for his ex. So what am I supposed to do about all of this? Arg.. ANd I'm still not shure if I like him! Well, it seem obvious enough eh? And anyways by the time we'll ever get to do somthing, he'll probably have met sombody else... OH GOD. My advice for this is,LOVE SUCKS.
