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I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But ever smile hides a bold-faced lie,

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the heard, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up agaih

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
forget today, forget whatever happened
everyday i se a little more of overall deficanties
im nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell-did i-do to deserve-all this?

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
i decrease, while my symptoms increase

God what the ******** is wrong
you act like you knew it all along
your timeing suck, ur slience is a blessing

All i ever wanted out of you was,
something you could never be.

Now take a reql good look at
what you've ******** done to me

Gimmie any reason why id need u boy
gimmie any reason not to ******** you up
gimme any reason id need you b***h
gimmie any reason not to ******** u up.

I see you in me

I KEEP MY SCARS FROM PRYING EYES
INCAPABLE OF EVER KNOWING WHY
somebody breath, ive got to have an answer
why am i so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better thing
BUT I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK
YOU'LL NEVER UNDER STAND ME