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((When my name was Darkhearted Cuteness, it was from someone in irl noting that I had a black heart, and someone else on gaia kept calling me cute. My username acts as to what I feel should be said about myself. Before that, I was Unsilenced Angel on a differnt account. I was a slight sadist at the time, and that was when people began to note that I was evil under a cheerful exterior. And before that, I was Emmy Conecco. It was named after a character I made up from a while ago, when my feline attributes began to resurface after 3 to 4 years.
Now, I am Eternity Untamed. I remember somebody noting that my name was incorrect after my latest bf. The funny thing is, I remember making my name Eternity Untamed to tell the world that I would forever be under nobody's rule but my own. Funny how love comes along and tackles you when you least expect so. sweatdrop After reading up on soul mates and such, I am sure he's the one. Very sure. Extremely sure. In fact, I can't find an ounce of my body that disagrees. We're already planning on moving out in the wold together, and to get away with out tyrannical parents. We're even deciding on furniture and stuff like that! It is a little early, but when I imagine it, I just keep on dreaming! Squeee! heart It seems he's the only one that can stop me from doing the stupid things I do on impulse. I'm usually afraid of and form of physical contact, but he's different. I can huggle him, and I won't twitch or anything. Near the end of this school year during a fire drill, someone poked my arm and I spun around and shouted "PLEASE DON'T TOUCH ME!" Which is one of my reactions. Strangely, my distance from people makes me wonder. How did I even meet him? I'm not normally into the idea of fate, but I still see a soul mate.
Every time I know he's around, I have a hard time keeping a straight face. Trying will make it all worse. Nobody else has this effect on me. *laughs after thinking of it* Nyuuu!
I guess you can say I'm not Untamed anymore, but since I already signed some of my art, and I don't wanna waste 10k, I guess I'll let everyone else figure it out. mrgreen