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Yeah, guess where I went today???? To my favorite music store! Yeah big deal.... anyway, I didn't have any money so I couldn't get any cds or stuff, but mom bought me a chain braclet, which is alittle too big so I'm wearing it around my ankle.... but it looks cute like that, in one of those morbid/bondage cute ways. It was odd, the whole time we were at the outletmall i felt really strange, like some one was right there with me, right behind me, watching over my shoulder. I kept thinking about the last time I was there, I was with Tommy, and i had the same feeling then, I kept replaying our conversations in my mind, and everything felt like it was so real, but I knew that I was alone, and he wasn't there, but it was like he was. Maybe I've just lost my mind. Maybe I never had a mind to lose I've just finnaly realized I'm insane, who knows. But it seems like even though he isn't around, he's never really gone, he's kinda there, in my memories, in what I saw of him before.