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Today was the last day of school! I have just graduated from middle school to high school. chi didn't want to came and I feel sad about it. ryan was very nice....I thanked him for it and he thanked me for helping him get from a failing grade to an A for reading class. It made my day. jo jo ..... he's a different story.... I wish that I could have helped him more in a way as a friend like I have ryan.
of coarse I must be a simple disapointment. I wish that I had the time to thank him for being so nice to me and becoming another along with chi as my best friends. ryan is getting there too as long as he stops insulting me for fun and remembers how I take everything too literaly.
at dorney park....I felt a new bond between my friends and it brought tears to my eyes. I just realized how chi and jo jo look good together and go along beter than I do with anybodyelse. As I said in one of my journals...."I feel like I am only there as a burden....they don't see me the way I see them. I just wonder .... what goes on in there head when they see me or hear my voice."

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