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im tired and really ******** horny oh god i need it in me.....jeezus.....i need to see my boyfriend i cant take going so long without sex i think im going to die crying god help me another nightmare the demons that plague me be gone!~!!!!! cut myself into pieces this is my last resooooooort suffacation no breathing dont give a ******** if i cut myself bleeding....this is my last resort no way this is my resort is it wrong is it right if i took my life tonight!!!! mutlation frustration and im contimplating suicide!!! cause im losing my sight losing my mind wish somone would tell me im fine losing my sight losing my mind wish somone would tell me im fine i...cant...go...on..liv...ing...this...waaay....im fine ladies and gentlemen with us in the audience actor ray zie....nothings alright nothings fine im running and im crying.....I CANT GOOOOO OOOOOOOON