Well it's friday as you probally already know. My day has been alright, however I'm down at the moment. But lets do this right and start from the beginning of my day. I got up at noon, and a thought accourd to me. It's payday! So I dressed and hurried, to get my paycheck. My mother and I, went into town to cash it. Then we picked up some groceries, and stopped at the video store. I looked around for a few minutes, but couldn't find anything so I settled, with a Ps2 game. I picked out dbz budakai 3 in hopes that it would be good. So I played that for a long time, by myself untill my little brother got home.
We played against each other, and I beat him every time. It was fun anyways, then once I realized the time. I got online, and Julia was there waiting for me. I was happy and we talked, she's going to a dance tommorow. Which kinda makes me feel weird, but I'm going to see Jacob again, I guess. Well that being of course, I'm in the mood to do it. I don't know dancing with other guys, seems confusing to me. Dances has always been a big deal to me, every since I was in junior high. The dances was where, people broke up with there boyfriend/girlfriends, or picked up another one.
I seriously saw it several times, not only that dancing with someone. Seems big to me, with my community the only people that really danced. Was the couples or people looking for someone else, I hated every minute of my junior high dances. I even hide in the bathrooms... for some of them. I never went a high school dance, I even skipped my senior prom. Because I thought it would make Julia feel weird, and well I'd feel even weirder about it. But she's going tommorow night. To dance with other guys... just hope she has fun I guess. She had fun at her last dance so she should this one as well. But I'll be someplace when she's at it... feeling confused. I'm not the jealous type or anything... it's just this issue goes back years for me, I'm confused about my feelings.
Oh well, best not to think about it I guess. Well she left a little bit ago to go into the store. I'm sitting here, trying to organize my thoughts. I just hope she gets back soon, I really do. Well thats all for now, here look at a picture.
Theres a picture, from my camping trip, to see Julia. In this picture you can see my sister, brother, Julia, and myself. In it we're ontop of a dam thing! It was the dam..est dam I ever laid my.... ah I'll be da... alright I'm done.
It was happy time though! We wrote our names and stuff with rocks!
~DJ Bothwell
XDvandalDJ · Sat Dec 11, 2004 @ 01:46am · 4 Comments
