My thoughts lately have been as dark as night.... unusally to most people who know me... I can feel loneliness ebb away at me. Its a sad thought.. but I don't really have any freinds around me I keep all my thoughts and feelings balled up inside. I feel so lonely I feel as though everyone stares at me while I walk into a room... parnioda? one might think.. I am beging to agree I might be...but it doesn't mean they aren't stareing... I hate that when people stare...*sigh* my life ....whats the real point in it.... I am not sure... when I speak with my brother and sister I put on a happy front... no one really knows how I feel.... I do not wish to have people worry or burden them down by my problems.....
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