Am I going take its place? Am I going to win this race?
As usual, when I sat down to type this entry out, it was in ideal one thing and in conception became a complete other.
So, since the message I have to impart is important for me to get out despite it being much shorter then I like (though I guess some will like that. xD), and since there is an irony of all ironies at work here as I type this, I will just say this, and hope for now it is enough.
I miss you; I am sorry I have not been on more, it is just that work and stuff has been hectic and I've fallen more and more behind even as I try to get ahead. I have not forgotten a damn person on here, nor have I been meaning to ignore anyone. I have been working and just not been able to get online; I can not say I am sorry enough. What little time I was able to get on, I was not ignoring anyone, I just have been crazy busy and we all know how I suck at keeping on track anyway. xD
I will edit this thing later. Or maybe I will leave this as it is and make another entry...But for now, let me leave this for any to find that may be looking for it, because I had to save what I had typed out, but still wished to leave something here for whoever to find as they went searching along, since I did not have more time to get this entry up as I wanted it, but HAD to leave SOMETHING.
So short, and it pains me, because there is so much I wish to say, so much that is important to me. For now, I just wanted to leave this, because it is very important to me that people know I've not forgotten anyone, I am still alive, but I have been busy. I am sorry. I hope that people can forgive me, I never meant to fall so behind; if you find this, please know I am missing...just...Missing everything.
I am sorry.
I never wanted anyone to feel forgotten or whatever; I have just fallen behind on here. I am sorry. Please forgive me and know that I am trying very hard to get caught up and keep up on things.
Again, and I know I can never say this enough, I am sorry.
Awwwwwwwww you don't have to apologize, cutie! We know that you are such a sweet and caring person! We know that if we ever need you you'll be there for us! heart
If you have anything to do besides Gaia you should do it! It shouldn't be a crime to be busy irl nor should it be bad that you have other priorities beside Gaia. We'll still be here waiting patiently for you return! :"3
I hope you don't feel so bad and guilty because you shouldn't! You've all given us so much to be thankful for<3
Gah~
gonkheart
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· Community Member · Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 07:59pm
Good luck you pissed off firefly you. Im certain you shall attain the goals youve set out long ago, despite your many setbacks, and assholes, asshats, jackasses, noobs, and pestering friends that seem to get in the way at times. We do so hope to find you in good spirits, even if we are not. Enjoy what time you have, since it is the only time you get to what youd like, even if you spend it here. Peace of mind is only good if the piece happened to have something useful....or is it the other way...
oh well...enough of my rants....good day, or night...and dont follow any more possible villians into anymore libraries nor step into any mirrors.
~the one...the only...who am I again?~
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· Community Member · Mon Jun 12, 2006 @ 09:45am
Wow, like it isn't normal you are busy with stuff that do NOT involve the internet, that's just shocking hun razz
Again, you know my view on the whole thing from before so not really much to say from my part.
Just know this. I know you're not ignoring me or anyone else for that matter. Get unbusy before you do online stuff hun, RL comes first wink
Much love to you and the cuteness queen heart
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· Community Member · Tue Jun 20, 2006 @ 08:19pm
I Miss You Natasha, and I know how busy you are but I am worried for you and about you since its been so long since we talked at all...Even for a few moments. I wish You'd Just PM me sometime even if its just just a few words to let me know your okay...I havent been able to Post in Red and really would like to talk to you before I do...
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· Community Member · Tue Jun 20, 2006 @ 10:28pm
Woah where'd this lil puppy come from? Neat. Your journal posts are like crack, my luv. And you have gotten quite a few people addicted. Hell I like reading them regardless anything else I may be doing atm. Like, right now, I'm in a party on FFXI, and I can hear them getting pissed, but I don't care. At least I'm honest right? -closes it and leaves them to die- Hah! They deserve to die. They insulted you..... by.... not mentioning you!!! I had to punish them, you understand. -hugs- Anyway. -grabs you by the horns- You listen to ME lil miss nice pants. You are not behind. EVERYONE and EVERYTHING here is behind YOU! You know this is true, you're an Aries. You have nothing to be sorry for, simply because nothing here moves untill you say so. It's your Gaia, you run this, anyone that wants to argue that can find me at her front door with a baseball bat fixing to teach you otherwise. Now, to work with you! You have a world of fans to influence! AMAZING WRITER HOOOOOOOO !!!!!