and I can honestly say that I smoked weed to try to forget about the fact that I was an unemployed lazy sonofabitch. Damn man, that s**t got me thinkin', like maybe drugs are an escape from reality for people. Not all, but some and I still stick by what I say "any one who uses drugs to get rid of their problems is using them for the wrong reason" and that "Anyone who let's drugs run their life is a sack of s**t".
I wasn't purpously smoking pot for this purpose, but now that I look back I realize that that's exactly what I was doing. s**t man, and the more I think about it the more I realize the more I smoke the lazier I get. So I'm making myself a promise. Once I start this job, I'm not going to ******** it up and I'm not going to get stoned on a daily basis like I used to.
Peace and Love, DX
p.s. I smoked a blunt saturday and got faded. I probab;y won't smoke again until after I start working in two weeks. I actually turned it down today, when I actually could've smoked without reprecussions.
 NeoGenesisDX · Mon May 22, 2006 @ 10:45pm · 5 Comments |
