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...I actually do, I look in a mirror and I see, someone very ugly. I wish I was pretty. I truly do. hm... I'm tired, I dislike this existence, oh well, um... I guess I should say something, I'm dating the prettiness now, its feels akward, I see him happy with his friends, and then he sees me, he goes off, and talks to me, he no longer looks as happy, I tell he shouldn't feel obligated to be with me, andjust says "but I want to" I feel so bad, so, I tried to avoid him, maybe he'll be happy. I really like him, his voice is soothing. I miss P-chan, he doesn't talk to me anymore, he walks passed by me, and yet nothing, I say hi to him and he just shrugs me off, I still love him, hes so pretty how could I not? I wish I was perfect, maybe then I would be a better person, maybe then they would like me better. oh well
 tenshi_darien · Sat May 20, 2006 @ 08:35pm · 2 Comments |
