It almost happened...I finally attempted to cut. But the damn blade was too dull. I'll have to use another one...People on gaia keep telling me I should live, but what should I live for...I will never have love. I have no fortoune. I have no REAL friends. Reallity is hell in itself. The chill in my room is making me numb but I can feel the knife slashes...I freaking cried I wanted to die so badly. I want love...that is the only TRUE reason I've kept going this whole damn time...to finally find a soul mate. But I know that I'm just insane. If I think someone would ever love me, I must be insane. Its not possible. not possible...not possible
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