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It's been forever since i've put something up here. Well it seems i'm getting used to being alone and ignored because the feeling of...um what's the word....that feeling where nothing's worth it anymore...has gone away a little bit. Still not completely gone though. If i could blow something up, i would, but i would make sure not to harm the lavender outside in the garden. And i'm sick of my mom worrying about me constantly and violating my privacy by coming into my room when i'm trying to sleep just so she can cuddle ><. Doesn't work with a twin size bed. Doesn't work when she takes my fuzzy blanket either. I've lost count of how many times i've kicked her out of my room. I was going to kick her out one time, but i cried myself to sleep before i could. Anyway, i'm going to quit rambling now.