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[-had started writing this last night and couldn't finish, so continuing like it was still last night- XD;;]

Considering I just got back from a wake, with the open casket and all, I feel pretty good. I felt really shitty for a while, but I eventually ended up separating myself for a few minutes and having a heart-to-heart with a couple people[Gina(my aunt that died), God]. I also got to meet a lot of people that remembered me and I had no clue who they were, XD, but I did remember a few people! Including my dad's best, best friend, Todd. It was weird, because he looked different than the pictures my dad showed me from when they were younger, but I instantly recognized him by his EYES. I mean, they're such a shocking blue that I couldn't help but notice, XD, especially since he has dark hair.
I also got to meet my little cousin, Taylor[Rick's little brother, Gina's son]. I met him a loooong time ago, so long ago that I don't even remember[it was when he was reeeaaally little]. He's adorable. &3 I'll try and get a picture or something. Before we came, everyone was saying that he was nitemare and all this trouble and whatnot, n'... he's awesome! He's a little hyper, but really, he's actually really sweet. I lubbed him to deeeaaf &w& &3333333 And I get to see him again today! Along with everyone else :nod:

Oi, but really, there's a lot of crazineeesss XD Oicha, seriously. Rick is always messing with Heather, Taylor follows Rick around like a baby chick, Cameron[who's in Kindergarten] seems to like to follow Taylor around[who's 10], Rick drags me around everywhere, and Kyle always stays off to the side glued to his gameboy XD And those're just my cousins[except one that's missing that couldn't make it; Wesley, Heather's little brother].
Okay, because I feel like it, I'm going to go through who everyone is before I go into any detailed stories XD

Gina[my aunt who died] was married to a guy named Rick, and they had two kids: Rick Jr.[16 now] and Taylor[10 now].
My aunt Michelle married a guy named Wendal, and they had two kids: Kyle[errr... &.& Can't remember how old he is, but he's in second grade] and Cameron[who's 6].
My aunt Tina's marital status is confusing, but she had two kids too, XD: Heather[who's going to be 16 on Monday] and Wesley[who is... er... 10].
My daddy married my mommy, &3, and they had one kid: me! Who is 13. XDDD
Rick lives with Michelle, Wendal, Kyle, and Cameron, Tina's in jail, Heather lives with me, my parents, and my mom's dad; Wesley's in a foster home, and Taylor lives with my Aunt Ann[who's my Great Aunt].

-le sigh- My famiwy's all tore up &/3 And that's only half of it.

Yay for journal family essays XDD I think I'll stop with that now.

We got to go swimming after the wake &3 It was awesome. It was Uncle Wendal, Lil Rick, Taylor, Kyle, Cameron, Heather, Uncle Rick, and I. Whee, it was so much fuuun XD &3 [Gah, my hair is drying tangled...]

I know, you guys are all like, "Uhm. Riko. Are you loco? Your aunt just died; aren't you a little too upbeat?" But really, that's not the situation. I had a word with my Aunt Gina, and I firmly believe that she is through with all of her suffering. I've cried my

-unfinished entry- >.<;;

Well, above is some of my happy entry. I don't feel like finishing it. >< 'Cause, to tell the truth, I've been sobered. When I was writing that, I'd only been to the wake; but now that we went to the funeral, it's... different. I'm just bleh. I had a long, hard, bad day and I don't feel like discussing it, so nyah. ><;;

On the bright side, I guess... I have the funniest cousins XD They're the best. Lil Rick is staying with us tonight['us' being my grandparents, Heather, my parents and I; Rick Sr. is also staying here tonight], both of my grandparents are in bed, and I'm pretty sure Rick Sr. is asleep... so me, Heather, and Rick have been messin' around XD OMG, Heather had taken Rick's cell and called some random girl, and she answered[big mistake] and then Heather said something about her p***y and Rick grabbed the phone and tried to explain that it was his cousin XDDDD OMG, it was hilarious. Oh, and then me and Rick were on the computer[well, it was more Rick, but whatever -was hovering-], and Heather was on the phone and she came over and was like, "... RICK! Are you HARD!?" [Please be understanding, XDDD, we've had way too much sugar tonight] He said no[more calmly than I expected-- maybe he /was/ hard? o__o;;], and then she was like, "Fareal? Lemme check." XD And so she pretended to reach down or whatever and Rick just shoved her. And then she left. XD [Just because I don't feel like going back and editing to mention this, Heather said something about me being the reason Rick was hard, and then I was just like, "... Noooot gonna say anything. XDDD"]
Agh, God, you gotta love 'em XD And me and Rick have been bugging Heather aaalll day. And Rick keeps saying Heather's boyfriend William is a bench-warmer, and he got all mad, XD. Of course, it was only over the phone, so it's not like anything happened.

Wow, I'm boring you, aren't I? XDD Wow, I feel so... bleh. I don't know. I'm happy and sad and upset and angry and lonely and joyous and hyper and tired, or more like just plain exhausted...
AKA, Riko had a veeerryy long day XDD With looots of emotions. That were fun, and good, and bad and sad and all that junk.

Awww, and I didn't get to say bye to Taylor before he leeeeeft! T__T I feel so bad. He was soooo darling </3 I wanted to take him home. Sure he was a little hyper, but sooo cute and wuvable and cuddwy... <333