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So LUST keeps telling me I have helped so many people... but I don't get it. If I have supposedly been such a helpful person, why can't I help the one person I want to help?
Why does that person push me aside. His excuses:
I wouldn't understand.
He doesn't want me to get hurt.
This is something he has to do on his own.

MY REPLY:
I've understood his so far haven't I?
I'm already hurt.
The only thing you are doing about it is killing yourself.

I'm tired of this game, he can do this on his own, if he even does it at all.

"I can stop the pain if I will it all away." ~Evenecense~