but sadly
I wish this was a happy blog I can't seem to sleep after the long shift I had
it's impossible to sleep when things just don't seem to add up right in your head. all i want is some sort of explanation, but i've been hanging out with silence, my new clingy best friend, since 9pm.
why bother lying to someone who has perfected it like an art?
Who the ******** is reading all of my entries? I have about 50 plus reads. Whoever you are do you really have nothing better to do or are you just enjoying my misery? Get a life or better yet if it's who i think it is maybe I should make some of my other entries public for you to read. So you know. You can get ahead in all that has been going on because I'm sure you are in the dark as usual : )
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