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i seem to notice that everyone knows how to create a journal entry but me! never had a journal... well unless you count a school one but thats not the same!
to me its pretty much like talking to yourself and ill make a confession here i do that alot! though sometimes i dont know i do it and people will be looking at me funny coz im talking about something in my life and since its strangers that are more likely to hear me they think im crazy. the things i say! when they look at me funny i dont blame most of them it hardly makes sense to me!
like...hmm... lets see there was yesterday at the bus stop i was sitting next to someone, ill spare u the details lets just say they were old, and you know how it is when you just get so bored sitting in the same spot your mind starts to... wonder. well my mind is a very complex thing and my thoughts kind of mould like say im thinking about the stray cat that hangs around my place, and then that triggers another thought thats completely different like ooh ive gotta ring so and so and i talk when im like that and that old person was listening in! so she probably heard something on the lines of ..."bloody cats...Jamie...suffer...incarcerate them both...must ring Jamie...stupid...black an'all!..." (i sort of whisper when this happens making it all the more creey)
that seems to scare people. i dont know what i say! honestly! you should see the look she gave me! you could see her slide down the seet slowly so as i dont suddenly start scraping at her eyeballs im just thankful the bus came by the time she was at the end of the bench she probably would have kept going! anyway i hope i didnt ramble on too much i tend to do that!><