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alright...sorry for the earlier post guys...I always overreact like that whenever i'm super low. I'm REALLY sorry for the scare. anyways, i got a reply from him...my old bf (first and last). He didn't say hello...but at least he doesn't hate me..I'm not even sure I deserve to even be called a friend. Even so, I'll pray for his safety.

now I have another friend to worry about. Sam, who has deep anxiety feels low all the time now has doubts about his gf and her past. he says he trusts her, but honestly man. If you trust her, why do you doubt? you told me you don't know....Wish i can help, but all I can say is talk it out...

and you, Rachel, his gf. I should say the same for you. Don't you trust your bf? why do you get jealous when he talks to me? We're nothing but friends. you two know each other in real life...we don't know each other, so i doubt we're cheating on you, okay? To be honest, I'm jealous of you two having a relationship to begin with. I hope we can be friends one day...

Love you all. Thanks for caring about me. I promise I'll do the same for you. I'm going to try to go back to my creed. what is it? look at my profile in bold. Alright, I'll talk to you later.

-Michelle