-sigh//grumble-
My mom just made me feel like crap.
I've been ina terrible mood all day, not sure why, just have. Then I hurt my pinky toe outside, scraping like half the skin on the top of the toe off, so I got into an even worse mood.
Well..
[Warning, this is my really bratty, spoiled, self-centered side of me that most of you don't know. ]
Me, being in the bad mood I was in, was on the computer, just feeling kind of sullen and tired. Then my mom is like. "We're going to go out and eat Chinese with grandma and grandpa. Your coming." Now, I really hate Chinese food. ;/
Its usually spicy and just way too exotic for my taste. I glared at her and said I didn't want to go, I was staying home. She put her hands on her arms and got this really pissed face on her, and grandma came. So this is the conversation. J is Julie, M is Mom, G is Grandma.
There was a lot of yelling after that but my memory is hazy, I can't remember what we said.
So they get ready to go and I'm steaming at my computer, half crying, expecting to start crying and have to run to the bathroom to fix my mascara. And they're all in the car except for my mom who is like:
M: Bye!
J: -ignoring-
=Moments pass=
M: Bye!
J: -still ignoring-
=More moments=
M: Bye!
J [yelling across the house]: You really expect me to respond after what you just said to me?
M: -walks to the computer room-
M: I wanted to give you a kiss and a hug.
J: -scoff- You really want to hug me after we were yelling at each other.
M: Well I do still love you.
J: Are you bi-polar or something?
M: ...
J: We were just yelling at each other and you just almost made me cry and now you want to hug me.
M: Let me give you a hug. -moves towards me-
J: -shirk back- Don't touch me!
M: -hurt look, walks out-
J: -goes to write this entry-
;/
You see.
I'm such a b***h when I'm cranky.
...
Or am I just one in general?
Eck.
Yep, this could very well turn into one of these "Oh em gee. I hate myself, I have to start to cut." posts. No, I'm not going to cut, but you get the idea.
But the part that really makes me angry is that I know she's going to come back with a huge smile and attack me with hugs and kisses and pretend like nothing happened... I wish she wouldn't do that...
<///3Rae
[If you can imagine, this post took a lot of effort. So comment. >_< ]
My mom just made me feel like crap.
I've been ina terrible mood all day, not sure why, just have. Then I hurt my pinky toe outside, scraping like half the skin on the top of the toe off, so I got into an even worse mood.
Well..
[Warning, this is my really bratty, spoiled, self-centered side of me that most of you don't know. ]
Me, being in the bad mood I was in, was on the computer, just feeling kind of sullen and tired. Then my mom is like. "We're going to go out and eat Chinese with grandma and grandpa. Your coming." Now, I really hate Chinese food. ;/
Its usually spicy and just way too exotic for my taste. I glared at her and said I didn't want to go, I was staying home. She put her hands on her arms and got this really pissed face on her, and grandma came. So this is the conversation. J is Julie, M is Mom, G is Grandma.
Quote:
M: What?
J: I'm in a bad mood, I don't want to go.
G: But your grandpa is so excited about it. You'll disappoint him if you stay home.
J: I'm sorry, but I'm going to be selfish and stay here.
M: No your not.
J: Yes I am! I've been very cranky all day, my toe won't stop bleeding, and now you want me to go out to eat at I place I hate? God.
M: Your grandparents are leaving soon.
J: I offered for grandma to come shopping with us yesterday but she didn't want to.
M: She was waiting for the air-conditioning guy.
J: That's not my fault.
G: Fine. -leaves-
J: -cranky face, turns back to the screen-
J: I'm in a bad mood, I don't want to go.
G: But your grandpa is so excited about it. You'll disappoint him if you stay home.
J: I'm sorry, but I'm going to be selfish and stay here.
M: No your not.
J: Yes I am! I've been very cranky all day, my toe won't stop bleeding, and now you want me to go out to eat at I place I hate? God.
M: Your grandparents are leaving soon.
J: I offered for grandma to come shopping with us yesterday but she didn't want to.
M: She was waiting for the air-conditioning guy.
J: That's not my fault.
G: Fine. -leaves-
J: -cranky face, turns back to the screen-
There was a lot of yelling after that but my memory is hazy, I can't remember what we said.
Quote:
Grandpa: Y-You know... Its okay. I'll just stay home.
M [angry] : See what you did! No, dad, we're going. Julie's staying here. -walks out-
M [angry] : See what you did! No, dad, we're going. Julie's staying here. -walks out-
So they get ready to go and I'm steaming at my computer, half crying, expecting to start crying and have to run to the bathroom to fix my mascara. And they're all in the car except for my mom who is like:
Quote:
M: Bye!
J: -ignoring-
=Moments pass=
M: Bye!
J: -still ignoring-
=More moments=
M: Bye!
J [yelling across the house]: You really expect me to respond after what you just said to me?
M: -walks to the computer room-
M: I wanted to give you a kiss and a hug.
J: -scoff- You really want to hug me after we were yelling at each other.
M: Well I do still love you.
J: Are you bi-polar or something?
M: ...
J: We were just yelling at each other and you just almost made me cry and now you want to hug me.
M: Let me give you a hug. -moves towards me-
J: -shirk back- Don't touch me!
M: -hurt look, walks out-
J: -goes to write this entry-
;/
You see.
I'm such a b***h when I'm cranky.
...
Or am I just one in general?
Eck.
Yep, this could very well turn into one of these "Oh em gee. I hate myself, I have to start to cut." posts. No, I'm not going to cut, but you get the idea.
But the part that really makes me angry is that I know she's going to come back with a huge smile and attack me with hugs and kisses and pretend like nothing happened... I wish she wouldn't do that...
<///3Rae
[If you can imagine, this post took a lot of effort. So comment. >_< ]
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