*sighs* feelings.....feelings, feelings it seems that these are a no go or anything to me, i feel like i should be acting more on how i feel but perhaps it's not so, i've found myself able to express this in a poem so here it is....
The familiar coarse feeling in my throat
Now reminds me that every day life has nothing
To do with bright lights and happiness
All this was was an escape
An escape from the reality that we know
I hate that the memories of the last week are tarnished
I cant stand this place and the people I share it with
I can find no sanctum for now
This is the last place I want to be
Where are the companions that Ive come to know so well?
They arent here to make me laugh or to comfort me
I don't want to be here so seperated
I long to fly over those bright lit grid patterns again
To forget all of this shame and pain
To leave life lingering while I can laugh forever
But its not so
For now I will be the one that keeps me company
Even though I know its the worst company of all
The only problem with spending so much time with myself
Is that I can't walk away
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