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last night, smile left my world. i guess that bits fine, but it's what happened after that leads me to write this. today i read the newspaper and the first headline i see says the smile is.... dead.

i took that straight from the paper.... smile is dead. it's my fault, i know it is.
i-i can't live without him diary. i know i can't. but, if i die, this world will cease to exist. so, i have to devote myself to research... find a way to sustain this world without my influence, then, once i have a sure way, i can kill myself. no more me. it's the best thing to do...