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Heavy Heart
Again I am watching you with a heavy heart
Again that feeling of dread, of change when I see you
I feel as though I want to be angry at you
I want to yell, I want to be angry at you
I want to grab you by the shoulders and shake you

But all I really want is to hold onto you
To hug you and tell you my worries, my fears, my sadness

Again I can feel myself growing old in mind
Though I am young in body

And time goes on as I sit here
Watching you with a heavy heart
I sigh a little sigh

I close my eyes and wait
For the future is hard to see, and can change at any moment
And time goes on as I sit here
Watching you with a heavy heart

I cry a silent cry