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Why Does He Do This To Himself.
dedicated to me ex Sean Garcia

Why does he do this to himself…?
All the constant self torcher
for things that aren't his fault…

The cuts, the scars, the bloody wounds
left by his claws …
things he didn't know would happen…

Kicking, biting, begging to be let go
Hush, hush… is all that you can say

Let me go! he screams making you step back
Cuts, bloody wounds left by his claws
his masculin torso covered in cuts is all you see…
scars…
bloody wounds…
unnotice tears followed by more slide down your cheek…
Hush, hush don't do this to yourself… you beg
his strength unfailing as he tenses and pulls at his bindings

Time passes
Hes asleep
standing infront of him
Looking at his hunched over body…
And his hanging head
You lift his head tenderly with both of your hands
his peaceful, pained expression on his face…
You see how much he really needs…
you…
realize how much you really need him…

at same time that you hold his head
you stroke his cheek with your thumb
his bright blue eyes…
open just a little,
to see…
your tear stained face…