Today's been like a storm...
It started out nice and good, and now...everything is being torn appart...
sigh...
Today I learned a hard fact about my father....although I know he loves me and wants to teach me....he never wanted 'me', he wanted a son...not a daughter...
As far back as I can remember, my dad has always been hard on me, just as he's been with all my siblings, but the more I look back, the more I see just how harder he's been with me.
I'm reminded everyday that my siblings think I'm his favorite and I've always told them they were wrong...well, today I learned differently. Today, I found out that I am his favorite, but not for the reason they think.
I'm the one who acts more like him, who likes the same kinda things, but there is one big difference.
I am not a man. I am a woman.
And today, I found out that he wanted me to be born a male, not a female. And he resents me for being a woman.
If only he knew how much that hurt to hear that...
Anyway, that's today for you...great huh?
OokamiValkire Community Member 
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