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Okay, so I've been really sick lately. Some sort of relapse of bronchitis, I think. Yet, that's not just it. I mean yeah coughing sucks like a mother fo fo, but what really anooys me are my stomach aches. See, I only get them every once in a while, usually late Saturday and Sunday afternoons. Why are these days so special, you ask?

Because I don't see my boyfriend on those days.

I honestly and truly believe that's the cause. 'Cause when I don't see or talk to him for a day and then I think about him, my stomach kind of lurches and I almost feel like vomiting. Usually it's solved right away 'cause he calls or something. But it started last Friday. Friday morning I really thought I was going to just lose my stomach through my throat. I didn't eat hardly anything for breakfast, that's how bad it was. But as soon as I got to school and said hi to my boyfriend, it was like voila: cured.

It's kind of scary, actually. I'm starting to wonder if it's love. Is lovesickness an actual sickness? 'Cause I'm really feeling it. I cannot wait for school tomorrow. I just want to latch onto him and never let go. Oh, and also there's this thing my friend said to me, and it's been eating away at my insides, so I really need to tell him tomorrow. I'd rather not say it here and have him find out this way.

But yeah.. it's funny, because I honestly hated his guts. Now look at me. I can't stop thinking about him... sweatdrop