Mmm... I really should sort out my feelings.. but how can I when they're so confused? I've been receiving help but even help can only go so far, I need to figure things out for the most part on my own.. I think.. I'll just try to be happy with the way things are now. But I am a very greedy and selfish person and wonder if I can be successful in this endeavor.. I doubt I will be even if I continually tell myself to be.. I'll wear the mask and play the part for as long as I can.. I just hope it doesn't get too hot under there.
Chie · Sun Mar 19, 2006 @ 03:20pm · 3 Comments |