rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
*GLOMP*
Hailey says:
Hey
At library working with group on Sudan project
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Sorry I'm late, club + tutoring
Hailey says:
Will chat anyway
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Drew Adult Osiris and Horus!
Hailey says:
Yat!
Upload?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Upload Osiris!
Hailey says:
Yay!
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
ARGH WRONG FILE
Hailey says:
Aw.
Is pretty.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Right file now!
Hailey says:
I saw.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Did you see the Horus mixup? >>;
Hailey says:
No.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Yay!
*uploaded Horus*
Hailey says:
Yay!
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Liek?
Hailey says:
Indeed.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
and new game? ooh.
Hailey says:
I can't play it, even though I want to.
My college internet no lieky.
I says it can't connect to the server.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Awww...
Hailey says:
It says that for all the Gaia games, including zOMG, and even freaking TOWNS.
Yeah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
what? why?
Hailey says:
I have no idea!
It doesn't do that at home...
And every other game I've found online works fine with it!
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
maybe it's something to do with the router connection...
Or the firewall.
Hailey says:
Perhaps.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Weird...
Hailey says:
I know.
It makes me sad.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
SORRY TILES IS DISTRACTING
Hailey says:
I figured it would be.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
sorry...
Hailey says:
It's fine.
Not your fault I can't play.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
I freaking love this tablet
Hailey says:
Cool.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
I wonder when the package is gonna get to you..
Hailey says:
Eventually.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
mmm...
Hailey says:
?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Udon soup...
Hailey says:
Are you still enjoying your tablet?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
mmhm
Hailey says:
Yay!
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Well, not right now. Eating. *chews on seaweed*
Hailey says:
Of course.
You know one of the reasons Fen's so wild?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
hm?
Hailey says:
He has way too much energy and nothing else to do with it.
When he starts learning guitar, he'll tone down somewhat.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
That's good
Hailey says:
Not that much though. He'll still be Fenrir.
Fenrir is digging himself deeper and deeper.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Yeah...
And plus, Dekka, like a lot of other girls, thinks guitarists are hot.
Hailey says:
THAT will help encourage him,.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
she lurves her rock music
Hailey says:
Heh.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
post
I have violin club ANDtutoring tomorrow.
Hailey says:
Is okay, I gots work and classes.
posty
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka should mention that she likes guitarists
Hailey says:
That'd be enough for Fenrir.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: *listening to MCR or something* ^ w^
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Whatcha listening to?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: My Chemical Romance. > w<
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Cool.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: I love (insert guitarist's name here). >w<
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...Love?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: Well, not literally, but DAYUM. >w<
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...Why?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((Like my music teacher said. he was asking us about something, I forget why. I think it was standards. and he refused to let a boy talk about their crushes.)
Hailey says:
((Why?))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((Like he said, girls have higher standards. it's not all about the looks, most of them analyze the entire package. talent, looks, etc etc. ))
Hailey says:
True.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((He asked girls to visualize their celebrity crush (Mine was Johnny Depp, don't judge) and then take away all their talent.)
(Would you still like them?)
Hailey says:
((I never really had ANY crushes, ever.))
((Not real, not celebrity, nothing.))
((Huh.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((Me niether, actually.))
Hailey says:
((Well, I'm nearly twenty, so...))
((IT's kinda surprising.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((But I saw his reasoning.)
((And then he went to BOY'S Reasoning.))
((His exact words: "Does it breathe?! SWEET!" ))
Hailey says:
((Hey, there are boys with more than that.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((I know, but he was talking about a generalization of 15-16 year old boys.))
Hailey says:
((True.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: His mad guitar skills. >w<
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...I'm learning guitar.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: REALLY?! So cool!
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...*likes where this is going*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: : D
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ^w^
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: Sooooo cool~
Hailey says:
Fenrir :Thanks.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
This whole mom thing is gonna frustrate Nemu for like ever.
Hailey says:
Yeah.
I'm not sure he'll ever think of her as "mom."
He'll come to respect her more with time, but...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Actually, since she's super pissy, if he had the NERVE to say that again, she'd refuse to do ANYTHING for him until he honestly said sorry.
Hailey says:
Hm.
And by do anything, you mean...?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Like, she wouldn't cook any food for him or tidy up his room or pick him up from school or anything.
Hailey says:
Hm.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
And is he asked, she's retort with 'hey, I'm not your mom' and act all pissed.
Hailey says:
H;'d remind her that she did most of this stuff anyway for them BEFORE they got married too, and she wasn't his mom than either.
Then he'd go and eat a squirrel for dinner or something.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka would NOT like.
Hailey says:
Hm?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
And Nemu would just roll her eyes and ignore him.
Hailey says:
Even when he came in covered in fur and blood and told her he got his OWN food?
At which point Loki would facepalm.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
She'd TELL Dekka
Hailey says:
He understands both sides.
On one hand, Nemu does deserve respect and an apology, and Fenrir should recognize what she's done for him.
On the other hand, Fenrir already knows his birth mother and is just really freaking independent, so he can see why Fenrir puts up such a fight about having someone be his mom who isn't related to him by blood.
Mostly, he thinks both parties are over reacting.
Will he say so?
Not to their faces, no.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
She'd leave right after seeing him and be all quiet after. While gone, she'd call Dekka, she'd come over, and if she saw Fenrir and would probably run. Screaming.
Hailey says:
Fenrir would bathe.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Well, Nemu has the preggers excuse. She’s EXTRA pissy.
She'd call her immediately, and since she lives nearby...
Hailey says:
Also, if she doesn't wash his clothes, he wouldn't mind walking around stinking it up, or (if it was warm enough) maybe just not wearing clothes.
Loki would object to that. If Nemu wouldn't, HE'D clean the clothes.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Don't get Nemu wrong, it'd take a hell of a lot of willpower to keep this 'lesson' up.
Hailey says:
I figure. She’s too nice.
But Fenrir...well, he's an old dog who doesn't like learning new tricks.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka doesn't like being reminded that Fenrir's really a wolf.
seriously.
Hailey says:
Well, I figured as much.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
I mean, she could have been a monster, too.
Hailey says:
True.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
It’s a sick reminder, and, well.. It makes her mighty uncomfortable.
Hailey says:
Of course.
Fenrir lived most of his life as a monster. He doesn't understand.
Although really, he always seemed to have a soul that was relatively human. I suppose you could say he was a human trapped in a monster's body
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
http://www.ustream.tv/recorded/4457348 (couldn't find an image, sorry.) Behold, the Heart of Valmar in the game.
Hailey says:
It says the owner removed it.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
ARGH
*finding a new one*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VgAprm87hHg
Hailey says:
IT'S A FISH
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
And it's one of the prettier ones.
*never got that far in the game since I don't own it*
Hailey says:
Wow.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Yep.
Hailey says:
...does Millenia have horns?
It looks like she does.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
They're hair ornaments
Hailey says:
Ah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Here's their 'sister'
Hailey says:
Hm.
Cool.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07NxKviJ7fM
Hailey says:
...Ew.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Exactly.
And that's not the worst one
Hailey says:
Why is Millenia a good guy again?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Because she's infatuated with Ryudo.
Hailey says:
Ah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBCujQ5sBLs&feature=related
Hailey says:
...Well okay.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
I think if they were monsters, they'd have it muuuuch worse
Hailey says:
Hm?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
This is why I'd like to bring in the fallen parts.
Hailey says:
Hm.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
They're less sentient then the ones that survived.
Hailey says:
Ah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
The tongue was just extremely greedy (not to mention it's host body suffered) and while not really lethal, just... well annoying. Very very annoying.
Hailey says:
Hm/
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
The eyes were more lethal though, but were also more complex on how it worked.
Hailey says:
I figure.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
The claws were just like cen, a rampaging monster, but... well, an actual moster.
Hailey says:
Ah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
And if they got pissed enough, the monsters would show themselves and it will traumatize poor Dekka.
Hailey says:
Aw..
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
a kind of 'that's what I could have been?! OH DEAR GOD!"
post~
Hailey says:
Well, yeah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
To be honest though, Dekka can turn into the beast.
She just hasn't.
And Kade has no beastly form at all.
Hailey says:
Huh.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
I think Valmar would be able to force her into it, actually.
Or even Kade if she tried hard enough.
Hailey says:
That would suck.
He's an awful daddy.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Which one?
Hailey says:
Valmar
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Yep.
It wouldn't be concealed against a flash of light for the most part, either, it would be kinda really disgusting.
Hailey says:
Hm.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Like it'd probably start in her veins first. They'd get vusual under her skin with bright reds and blues and go on from there.
And man, will she hate it.
Hailey says:
I imagine so.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Should it change Fen's perspective of her?
Hailey says:
...Not really. He was a monster too, remember.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Not as bad as her.
Hailey says:
Still.
He's hard to mess with.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
True, but she'll be freaking traumatized after it.
And Fen saying it's okay 'cuz he's a monster WILL NOT HELP.
Hailey says:
He doesn't see the big deal, really.
I mean, as far as he can tell, lots of people are monters. They're just easier to spot.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: *kinda shaking*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...Dekka?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka:..*sniffle...*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...*goes at5 pats her on the shoulder* It's okay...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: No, it's not...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Aw, come on.
Fenrir: You're still okay.
Fenrir: I mean, you're not hurt, you're not locked up...
Fenrir: You're fine.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: No, it's not....
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *hugs* Aw, its okay...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka:... *sniff*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Things aren't PERFECT, but they could be worse.
Fenrir: It'll be fine.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: No....
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Aw...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: It…
Dekka: Oh god...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: What!?
Fenrir: What's so bad about it...?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: Oh dear god...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: ...It..
Dekka: It was terrible...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...Why?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: It just was! I couldn't take it!
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
Fenrir: It'll be okay.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka:...*bawls a little*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *just hugs her*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: *shaking*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I'm here, don't worry...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: *crying*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *strokes her hair*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: I was so scared...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: *snf..*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I'm here, don't worry,okay?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka:...It was horrible...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: You don't even know...
Hailey says:
Fenrir:" Uh, yeah, I do.
Fenrir: Wolf, remember? Bound on an island most of my life?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: At least you had limbs!
Hailey says:
Fenrir: And a sword shoved in my throat.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: And you didn't have SWORDS in your spine!
Dekka: IN. My. Spine.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: You’re put there by the one person you trusted.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: My dad.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: We both had it bad, okay? Let's think of other things right now.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: ....
Hailey says:
Fernrir: Let's...go get ice cream.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka:.... *shaking still*
Hailey says:
Fenrrir: Come on...we can go somewhere fun.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: ...okay...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *leads her off somewhere like the park or something*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: *comes with him*
Hailey says:
((And so he'll keep up the fun to try and distract her.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((When she remembers that that's what she could be, and not what she is, that'll cheer her up a lot.))
Hailey says:
((Ah.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
*humming Still Alive*
Hailey says:
?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCt2nZF2nLk
Hailey says:
I know.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
you know it?
Hailey says:
Yup.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka might not be the same after the whole beast thing.
Hailey says:
((Aw...))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Yeah...
She'd think that she's a horrible, terrible person.
She'd know that she technically took the life of an innocent to have her own.
Hailey says:
Fen would keep assuring him she isn't.
Fenrir: It wasn't your fault.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: ....but...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: No.
Fenrir: You're a good person!
Fenrir: You're my favorite.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: I'm terrible…
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Then I am too, aren't I.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(Actually, if Kade 'ate' her, and Fen got Nova to bring her back, her brain would probably have the capacity of a newborn.))
((Or a toddler, at most.))
Hailey says:
((That would kinda suck))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((It would. She'd just open her eyes and kinda just stare at him.
Hailey says:
((She'd have to be re-raised.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((Yep.))
((And She'd be the mother of her three kids still.))
((that, or they could tkae the 'short cut' and rip her out of Kade.))
Hailey says:
((Fenrir would take care of them and her.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((Which he does not want. he realizes he LIKES having emotions, thankyouverymuch.)
Dekka: ...*opens her eyes*
Nova: Oh I should warn you-
Hailey says:
((Hm.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: ....
Dekka: *not even sitting up*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *props her up*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: *leaning back on him still- her head kinda lolls a bit to the side, and she's staring at him*
Nova- Uh-
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...Dekka...?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(for the record, yes, she's blonde.)
Dekka:....
Dekka: *just staring at him*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Dekka, say something.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Dekka: *silently stares*
Nova: ....I tried my best but...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...Nova, what's wrong?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: I don't know. Her brains just a blank slate. I guess I failed.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: the kids are okay though.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...I'll have to take care of them now.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: she has the capacity of a baby right now. Interesting, really.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: THAT'S not gonna happen.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: looks like.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: She's like a baby.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: It's a failure, we should dump it.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I'll have to watch her too.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: ....
((it's sad, her kida have more capacity than she does.)
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...So...four people I need to watch.
Fenrir: It's my own fault.
Fenrir: ...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: ....well, good luck with that.
Dekka: ...
Nova: Isn't that sad, time-consuming, and a bit pathetic?
Hailey says:
Fenrir: But she's special.
Fenrir: She's my responsibility too.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: in the head.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: This wouldn't have happened if it weren't for me.
Fenrir: I won't abandon her again.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nova: Yes, because abandoning a pregnant teen is a good thing to do.
Nova: Well, you're on your own there, kid.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Hmph.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(Plus, it's only bits and pieces of human soul. there's not really much to work with.)
Hailey says:
((This is sad.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((it is..))
Kade: *visits later- surprise surprise, he cares!*
Hailey says:
So yeah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade:...So, how'd it go.
Dekka: *sitting up, at least...*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: HMPH.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: What's your problem?!
Hailey says:
Fenrir: She's mindless.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: How nice of you to say that.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: She's like a baby!
Fenrir: Her body is here, not her mind.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Well, she did possess a fetus.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: she can't talk, she can't stand, she can't...
Fenrir: ...
Fenrir: I'll take care of her.
Fenrir: Her and the kids.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: I doubt she's gonna get any better.
Kade: not saying it to be mean, just saying to be honest.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I know.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(He'd be honest to Fen and say that he 'ate' her soul.)
Kade: Just scraps left over from what I took, Fen.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *glares*
Fenrir: I know.
Fenrir: I'll take care of what's left.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Just bones.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Go away.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: ...Her last thoughts were cursing your name, you know.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...I deserve that.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: No witty retort?
Hailey says:
Fenrir: No.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Pity.
Kade: I shouldn't even care; she's not my sister anymore.
Kade: Niether should you.
Kade: this isn't the person you 'cared about' *pointedly avoids the word loved*, this isn't the mother of your children, this is nothing but scrap.
Kade: A waste of time, effort and tears.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...Well, it's my choice.
Fenrir: This wouldn't have happened if it weren't for me.
Fenrir: I have to do what I can to make something of it right.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Face it, she's gone.
KAde: She's not even dead. She's just gone.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I know.
Fenrir: But I don't think she's gone.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Leave this thing on its own, move on, and watch your children.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Like it or not, I think she has a soul.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Yes, and I took that.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I may be wrong, but I can believe what I want to believe.
Fenrir: Go away.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Or what little it was.
Hailey says:
((Seriously, this is sad.))
((Sadface.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: You could tear me apart and bring her back, but would she want you?
Hailey says:
Fenrir: no.
Fenrir: I'm aware.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Exactly.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: But...I COULD bring her back...?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade:...And what would that accomplish.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: She could start over without me to **** it up for her.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: And so you want to take my soul to pieces now, do you?
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I want Dekka back. Even if she won't accept it, I want to apologize.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: ... *sigh* fine
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Ugh, actually caring is so damn hard.
Kade: Alright, here's the run down.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
((I thought he liked feeling))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: This isn't bringing her back, but if you'll stop wallowing in pity...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: I can influance people's thoughts. I usually use it to brainWASH. *taps the side of his forehead*
Kade: But I remember everything she was, everything that made her and everything she did.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: So I'm not brain washing, I'm doing it in reverse.
Kade: not taking.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: It's the equivalent of copying information onto a different sheet of paper.
Kade: Now understand this-
Kade: This is not bringing her back to life.
Kade: This is copying what made her into this shell you have here.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: She is not back from the dead.
Kade: It will act like her.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ... *not sure what to think*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: It will talk like her and it will do as she did.
Kade: But it will NOT be her.
Kade:In an essence, it is a copy.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...If it's not her...
Fenrir: than no.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: Oh?
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I don't want a copy.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: It'll make the job of taking care of this thing easier.
Kade: if you don't want a copy, then throw this away.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I'll take care of her as she is. I'll figure it out.
Fenrir: My choice.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: This is pathetic!
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *shrugs*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: It would be merciful to euthanize!
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *picks her up* I'm going to bring her to Nemu’s o she can tell me some things so I can take care of her.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: short of you tearing me apart to get her back, that is the closest you'll get.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Hmph.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: She wouldn't want her body to be treated like this!
Hailey says:
Fenrir: My choice.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
KAde: and what will your children think?!
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Probably that I'm a fool.
Fenrir: I don't care.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: I’m telling you right now, this isn't what she’d want.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I don't trust you.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: so you want them to grow up thinking their mother was pathetic.
Kade: I'm the closet thing in this universe that is her.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: I'll let them know what she was like.
Fenrir: Good-bye, Kade.
Fenrir: *leaves with "Dekka" *
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Kade: *thinks that Fenrir's being a dumbass*
Dekka: *staring at him again*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *gone*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nemu: *in the clinic*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: *comes in carrying Dekka*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nemu: Fen?
Nemu: ....
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...This what became of Dekka.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nemu: Didn't she....
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...
((Ugh.))
((Too much angst))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((I seriously thought he'd take Kade's offer.))
Hailey says:
((Well, he didn't.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(('Dekka'''s memories would come back from where they cut off.))
Nemu:. ..what happened?
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...Dekka was too far gone.
Fenrir: She's mindless.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nemu: Oh no...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Yeah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Nemu: ...so what're you going to do.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Take care of her.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(He thinks this is pathetic. Kade might actually sneak in and replace her memories because he thinks it's so stupid.)
Nemu: ...How?
Hailey says:
((Fenrir doesn't want a copy. It's not really her. He figures this will eventually be a new person, if he takes care of her.))
((That she'll learn and grow like a baby does.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((It will be.))
Hailey says:
((Yeah.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((Kinda slowly, but yeah.))
((and this one's a human.))
Hailey says:
((So he figures rather than a Dekka copy who's going to haunt him, he'll help this new person grow instead.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((She'll be quiet, shy and kinda detatched. She'll love Fen very much, but she knows she can't compete with what she used to be.))
Hailey says:
((Well, he'll have to get over her all over again.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((So he'd love her again?))
Hailey says:
((After all that, he’s confused, and he has lots of guilt.
((It’ll take a while to be himself again.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
((Also, 'deka' would have a lot of limits. She ALWAYS forgets stuff, trips over junk and is very very scatterbrained.)
Hailey says:
((Aw.))
((Like a child.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(She doesn't have the short or long-term memory. She has to write everything down.)
Hailey says:
((Ah.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(Did you know there's this actual guy who's memory only lasts two days?)
Hailey says:
((Yup. Read about him. Poor guy.)))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(If he left his wife and child for more than two days, he'd completely forget them...))
Hailey says:
Aw...
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
'Dekka': Fen! *it took a while, but she can talk and walk again. She's clumsy, and needs a cane, and her vocabulary is mighty limited, but hey, you take what you get.*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Yes, Deka?
((He spells it with one K now.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Deka: *just waves at him, smiling*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Sit down and rest.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Deka: *does so*
(kade still thinks Deka is pathetic.)
Deka: Y'know, that Kade guy gave me a strange offer the other day.
Hailey says:
((Fen doesn't care.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Deka: He... um...
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Hm?
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Deka:...He said... uh.. *takes out a little notebook and read a bit before putting it back in her pocket*
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ?
((Are the kids around.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(probably.)
Hailey says:
Niels: *wanders in*
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(I can skip over to the 'rents computer tonight.)
Hailey says:
((Nah, is okay.))
((I be sickish.))
((I needs sleep.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Deka: He said that... He could make me into what I was before.
Hailey says:
((I'm sorry.))
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
(Oh, okay.)
Hailey says:
Fenrir: ...That's a different person.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Deka: But you miss her…
Hailey says:
Fenrir: Yeah.
rei_yami_hikari@yahoo.com says:
Deka: Wouldn't... I mean...
Deka: I kinda.. wanted to... uh... take it.
Hailey says:
Fenrir: It's okay.
Fenrir: she's gone, and I don't want you to go away.
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