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Fuegos is supposedly the translated word for Ablaze. Well the church around here started a cafe called Fuegos to help keep teenagers out of trouble with something to do. Tommy wanted me to go with him, Whitney, and Katie on Friday night, so i went, and I wish I hadn't. Between feeling out of place because of the whole religion deal, and feeling like i wasn't really wanted there because the whole time i was there Tommy and Whitney were playing around, I feel like just crying.
I would have been fine if not for the fact that it was Tommy who wanted me to come, and then he goes and basically forgets I'm even there. I mean we had this great conversation yesterday morning and he said thati really needed to come. Here is a copy of the conversation.I'm in red.

I don't know if I'm gonna be able to come tonight.
Well try your best cause I'll probabaly be lonely.
WEll Katie and Whitney are supposed to be there.
So?
So they are your friends, you won't be alone.
Says who?
Says the fact that Whitney is your Girlfriend!
For how long I wonder.
That is up to you.
Not really.
Yes it is, the way you act affects the way she thinks of you.
Its not like it is all about me, She is a part of it too.
She cares about you, and the things you do around her bug her to no end.
Like what? What do I do that is so bad?
Nothing that bad, you just treat her like any other person, and more than that in concideration.
It is not like I treat anyone else that is important to me any different. How should I treat her?
Like you care about her, if you do.
I could try that.

My GOD>>>> THIS IS ALL MY FAULT< I TOLD HIM TO ACT THAT WAY, OR AT LEAST THATS IS WHAT HE MUST HAVE THOUGHT I MENT! I'M SORRY SHIPPO, IT WAS ALL MY FAULT.