now that fall i s really here i can't do anything. i feel like i have pressure and i don't need it. i don't want to go to school, but i have to. i think all this school stuff is a waste of time, but the education is not. i don't think i will be 'fit' for this. what if i crack and decide to play hookie again. i don't have what it takes to make it out there. i should've made my way around long island and made a home where ever. i'm pretty sure that woun't be a problem. i have friends around here somewhere. just not that many, and very few of them ever talk to me. my sister's life is messed up and i don't want her to go back to square one again. i hope my cousin's eye is okay although she says it is. everyone around me seems to be pushing backwards instead of pushing fowards.
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