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Falling for you was a bad mistake
I gave you my heart but not for you to break
But breaking my heart was exactly what you did
I gave you everything you wanted including this kid
But now it’s not yours, at least that’s what you tell everyone
Pinning a baby on you, hell I’m not that dumb
Dumb enough to fall for someone like you
Yeah I’ll admit, that part is true
How could you fix your mouth to say you love me
When what you was wanted out the streets
I treated you right, you treated me like s**t
Those good and bad memories, I could never forget
No more sitting in my room crying
Because of your cheating, your deceit, your lying
All you put me through just made me stronger
I had to go couldn’t stay with you any longer
Out of all of the fighting all of the stressing
The only thing you’re good for is my lil blessing
And I thank you for that I wouldn’t trade it for the world
She’s my heart, my soul, she’s my lil girl
I just can’t believe the s**t I fell for
Like at 3 in the morning and you were just walking through the door
Saying you were with your boys but I know that was a lie
Laying in your bed waiting for you, I was so dumb…WHY??
Now because of you no ***** has a chance
To even come at me with that fake romance
You put a hole in my heart that might never heal
Well maybe not now but one day it will
Again thank you for my joy growing inside of me
I‘m glad it’s over because now I can finally breathe!!!!

I gave you my heart, hoping you wouldn't break it,
But as soon as I think your love for me is true,
And I can trust you, You break it.
And then you come back to me,
realizing I was the one for you.
You want my love, and I want yours too,
But how can I know,
That this time, your love is true.
Cause baby, I know my love for you is very true,
And baby, I don't want to ever have to lose you!

Did you forget?
All the sweet times that we had?
Did you forget?
Why you made me so sad?
Did you regret?
sharing the times we had....
It made me sad..
To walk away from you.
So were you
Im sure that your heart was in two.
As was mine but now youve forgotten us...
Now youve moved on..
Found another girl.
Now you hate me...
I feel so invisible to you...
we dont talk anymore...
Now im the one with my heart in two...

I thought you knew
I wanted to be with you
Like alwayz i was wrong
And i waited so long
Or maybe you just didnt like me
Dont worry i see
I fell for all your tricks
Like a ton of bricks
But im still waitin for dat day
When you want me to stay
I'll sit real close
But then you'll know
I LOVE YOU FOREVER¢¾¢¾¢¾
BUT WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER

Im sick of guys treating me like s**t.
I think im going to be happy.
But im stuck in this world i call reality.
Everything has gone wrong for me.
So im giving up.
on love.
on happiness.
on everything.
When you see me smile it wont be real.
I will seem like the happiest person in the world.
But inside im dying.
I love, being in love .
I just dont think i will again.
Im normally not such a depressed person.
But i cant hold it in anymore.
Im done trying to love.
I give up.
You win.

My life may be a blur ,
And my heart may be damaged .
and even though i am a teenage girl ,
and have way too much drama .
and say things i dont mean ,
there was always something about you .
maybe the way you looked at mee ,
like i was on top of the world
or maybe the way i felt ,
like no one could tear us apart .
but everytime i looked in your eyes ,
i had too smile .
and everytime wee talked all night on the phone ,
i had too laugh .
because you made mee feel ,
like no one else mattered .
but we didnt break up ,
because i wasnt ready ;
or i was scared .
we broke up because you hurt mee .
and you hurt mee bad ,
you took my heart and stomped on it .
all without even realizing itt .
but i loved you alot , no matter what .
and probably always will .
but exuse mee when i say ,
i need sometime too fix my broken heart .

my luv 4 u s growin stronger
but my way of life s gettin darker
u come and go
u say hi then bye
the past s really hard 2 4get
but ur heart s even harder 2 get
i like u
i miss u
but u dun care
not even a lil bit of care
s ths the end
or s it just my end?

i told you i would cause you stressi told you i would cause you pain
i even told you the reasons why i cry
out in the rain
i told you i loved you
and you knew it was true
so why did you take my heart
and rip it in two?