- Well, as of two minutes ago, I realized that I... am lonely.
Really lonely.
I havn't been on this account in -ages- and I keep looking through all of my old friends, which doesn't help this familiar feeling.
And, seeing that my friendlist still has those old 67 on it, yet I have nobody to talk to as of now, I just can't help but feel... lonely.
Also doesn't help that i'm officially single.
Yet, dispite this cold loneliness, I keep wanting to push others away. I don't want them to get close like times in my past.
That ends up to be painful.
Every. ********. Time.
So, what do you do? When you're so lonely, yet so afraid of actually being with anybody? Just keep yourself as your companion? If that's the only solution, then I don't know... I don't think I want to stay with myself very much.
How about you? surprised
