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Why am I so alone in the scary world I call home....
my poetry

Love Game
Life is short and unexpected
But there are risks that must be taken to play the game
The game you know that’s called love
And so I have lost
This gamble of mine
And tonight has passed by
Never to erase what I have done
So I bid thee farewell
And hello to a new tomorrow,
Where I will start again gambling my love to the next player

Without
What is life without music?
What is life without art?
What is life without love?
A hollow shell of what it once was
Or what it never became
Or what it will never be….

Your Life
So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be so much more from the heart
Forever trust in who you are
And nothing else matters
Never opened my self this way
Life is ours we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters
Live your life the way, you want it.

Alone
Here I am, alone and afraid
Another day goes by, without sun without light
The days go by yet I feel no warmth
No one to love
No one to adore
No one to hold on too
Here I am all alone and cold
Preparing for another night
Where I must stand alone
With no one by my side
No one to call a companion
I stand alone,
All alone…

Imaginary
The days go bye
Without a trace of sound
no dreams to guide me
No light to unbind me
These nights
Are just fantasy
These days
Are just illusions
Of what once was
And shall never be…
My perfect reality

Guardian Angel
My darling, my friend
My love, my joy
Has gone forever more
Never to return the love that I gave him
Never to heal the scar he gave me
He has gone without a goodbye
But time flies by, and little by little I know
That he's still protecting me, watching me from wherever he may be
He may be gone but his spirit lingers, saving me from my sorrow
Saving me from my own insanity,
That has keep me in the dark.
I will never forget him,
For he now is my guardian angel

How you love him
When his tears being to fall
You want to change the world
So it doesn’t hurt him anymore
Regardless of if you
Hate him
Love him
Or simply wish he would just die
But in your heart you
Know you would die
For him!
You know what ever he does
It will become everything
For you
When he looks into your eyes
Deep into your soul
And you know you can say
A million things without a trace
And you know your heart
Your soul
Is consumed in every beat of his heart
You know you know you love him
For a million reasons
No book
Definition
Or piece of…..
Paper can do the justice
Of this feeling
It’s not of the mind
But the heart
A feeling that can be only….
Felt
When he is around
Close to you
Near you…..

He is the one
To find my beloved,
I have followed my curiosity, to an unspoken life.
A life he has in the depths of darkness.
He must survive on blood and only blood.
“Come to me!” he demands me.
I come to his call and present myself in black clothing.
“Yes, master?” I say.
“Come closer to me.” he says calmly.
I step further and he revels his face.
The face of a man the same age as me.
His skin white as snow and his eyes were the color of blood red.
He holds out his hand.
I take it.
“Do you love me?” he asked
I nodded.
He pulls me into his arms and kisses me.
I could feel his hand at the back of my neck.
A man I only had desire, became my love for eternity.
He puts his cold lips on my neck.
I shiver then I feel his sharp fangs pierce my skin.
He drinks the blood...slowly,
I could feel it moving out of my veins.
I just stay there waiting to become one of him, so I can stay with him for all eternity.
To become one with the man I love…


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