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Time feels like its going so slow. I always thought that because I was in school time would slow and make me suffer, and when I was not in school time would go fast to hurry and get back to school. So following that philosphy I always figured that my adult life would just soar by. Its not turning out that way. Seconds have turned to minutes, minutes to hours, hours to days, days to weeks, weeks to months, and months to years. I don't want it to go by fast... well may just the next year, at least untill I hit college. I want love. I want it but I'm so damned awkward, and slightly devoted to another girl.(don't take it hard, I hide it good huh?) I love love. I always wonder why I don't have a girlfriend but I don't exactly go looking for one. About 2 weeks ago at my new job a co-worker offered to get a girl he knows to sleep with me. And as soon as he started the sentence and I knew what he meant I already knew it was a no. Then I began to wonder for what reason I said no. Oops there goes the mood. The Beatles won a 100 greatest top artist show thing, and I'm very happy right now so... oh well. If you read this totally go listen to The Beatles right now.