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So, it's been a while since I journaled for real, but I just can't hold this inside anymore. I have to get it out...

What happened to us..? What happened to the good times we shared? Why does it now have to be the way that it is..?
I don't know what's going on, but it feels terrible, it feels like we're drifting apart. It feels empty...
You no longer speak to me the way you used to...
You no longer look at me with the same eyes you did before...
You no longer cling to be the way you used to...Or hold my hand like you used to...
You no longer kiss with the same tender and passionate touch you used to...
You never want to do anything anymore...
It feels like we're drifting apart...Like you're drifting away...
Did I go wrong?
Did I mess up somehow..?
How can this be made right?
Can we rewind time..? To go back to the way we were before..?
I don't know anymore...I just don't know...But most of all, I love you, and I hope from the bottom of my heart that I'm just dreaming, or that I'm wrong...
Am I wrong..? Please tell me I am...
Tell me it's just a dream...