I feel ALOT better after expressing myself all the feelings I built up since I was little, finally released. I just could not take this much pain any more, so you know what I just sucked up my pride and told someone, the person I just was Mark, because hmm well I feel more comfortable with him even though I'm fricken mad scared and shy around him..lol, but anyone I told him about my depression...I don't think I want to hold this in while I'm an adult....this is giving me an experience to be more open, little by little slowly the same with snapping out of this depression...*sigh* well he gave me some good advice...and made me feeling alot better. And made me realized the good in it all... smile I really appreciate it..honestly I do..! I want to give him a big hug a real one..which I have not done in ages, but alas he is sick so I shall see him maybe Friday >.> then we can talk...
P.S ugh I still can't get over him omg..I wonder if he got over me..*Thinks*, so damn cute, omg I still remember the first time we kissed and the most sexiest thing ever ughh...anyway...gtg be back maybe Friday ******** school and tests...oh yes I looked on the old webstie...of bssg and saw the pixs of the box out omg I looked so high..lol..but yeah here it is.
BSSG old site pixs
 Roxas In Twilight Town · Thu Sep 16, 2010 @ 01:24am · 0 Comments |
