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I just need to vent.

This entry is just me venting about the ******** family I was born into. I mean none of it, I just wish I could forget it, so I get it out of my system.

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Sometimes I wish I could just pick up and gun and shoot everyone that so much as looks at me, Other times I with and could just stab myself. Both are illegal.

A little family time never hurt anyone. All lil sis means is that she just wished you would include us a bit more. We feel like outsiders. When you agreed to marry our mother and become our step father, that means you agreed to love us unconditionally.

I know you just lost a daughter, and we lost a sister, but that doesn't mean you have to stop loving us. we are still apart of your lives, even if you don't want us anymore. We will always love you, because you were the light in our gloomy lives. You took us into your home, and showed us how to love again.

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You're just as much at fault as him. You move us to grandma's after you ruined your own marriage by taking your children to another state to meet a man you met on the internet and having an affair with you. Personally I'm happy he dumped your sorry a**. You forced him to wait for 3 years, and then never came.

To think that you even felt heartbroken when he found someone else that was closer to him. After all the pain you put him through of watching the woman he loved be with another man, even if he was her husband. Even If I didn't like him, he still didn't deserve that pain. I could laugh at you right now at how happy you think you are.

I love to laugh at your pain because now you know what you have been doing to so many people now. It hurts to know that you don't even care.

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But I may cry now, But i'll just smile later and move on. I just needed to vent. Trust me there will be a part 2