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Okay. Yes, I like him. I admit it, it's final, whatever. Except, Friday he asked me to the movies next Saturday. Oh, grand, right? No, not grand, because I promised my friend that I wouldn't date him to avoid ruining two friendships. Oh, right, and my parents dislike how he treats me more than I do.

So, he said, "Okay, how about I meet your parents so that they can get their own impression of me?"

Mom says, "You know what, that's really fair. That's way fair." Except, you're all forgetting... I PROMISED I WOULDN'T!! Oh my GOD what have I gotten myself into? Come on, I'm too stressed to have relationship problems now. I can't handle all of this. I'm going insane. It's been two freaking days and I still haven't stopped thinking about it. Okay, once, this morning during my homework. Big whoopie.

So I explained to Mom my little dilema, and she said, "Okay, see? Then don't even worry about it. Don't think about it. Just concentrate on you." Me? Me happens to include my wants of this certain guy.

I'm starting to regret making that promise... because I want to go to the movies with him. Not to make out, sheesh I've never been kissed. I just want to spend time with him outside of school for once. Isn't that strange? I hated him, now I want to be with him. xp Sometimes life is just too confusing.