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i miss mandi so much... she's the girl i ******** with ... well with my pillow anyways she called me about jesse she was like you were right crying and s**t i've always been right well expect for once cuz like in the cali i lived in a neighborhood duh and it was me, him and byrce then followed mandi and max we were close like tight and s**t expect for me and jesse like there was just something about him like shady i didnt like plus he'd alway try to get with mandi then some bullshit started at school which lead up to a gang fight and basically he saved my a** and i had to give him repect i know ******** me and then there were little things like his cell had an alarm clock and i'd tell him that night to shut that s**t off and bamm ring ring i ******** chocked him out... then mandi goes on mandi i love her i really want to have babies with her ******** jesse but she's in love with him why not sure i thought i had a big a** d**k guess not but jesse is more of the guy that walks in mall holding hands im more piss on ya claim ya as my territor i dont know im just not the guy that is romatic i guess i just go straight for sex im working on that... then we were talking about me doing drugs cuz i left then she did and we got to talking and she pointed out that im a controling person and i was like ******** no im not then i was like holy s**t i am and thats why i do drug to not be in control... ******** up me and i control mandi like when we did have sex i was the one working like i did everthing then if she did something wrong i'd blow the ******** up its all coming to me like everything has to be perfect even my food like ketup and s**t not ketup can touch my food even if im gonna put it on there damm im a b***h hands down