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i went to go just holy again cuz hell i was distance like i guess im emotional but hell i cried well i walked in arkword cuz im alone but im like ******** it i see damion and he's girls so i run to them they were so sexy in tee shirts and jeans but anyways i was there for god in the serve it was boring and i swear i was trying to listen but damm can you throw in some drama or story time and anyways he goes into story time mood and it was like he was talk start to me im starting to shake at this point trying to hold my tears and then we go into prayer then with are heads bowed if you needed to confess anything or just to come closer with god you'd raise your hand and go to the front but im such a b***h to not so i feel damion and his girl go and im like ******** naw and then the man is like last time and im like hell i raise my hand... that ******** walk up there took courge i was ******** shaking on the verge of crying im holding hands with a little girl about 7 or 6 we all open are eyes and i'll be damm everybody was ******** crying and im be a little b***h to hold mine back the little girl beside is trying so hard to keep hers back so i hug her cuz maybe that would stop mine but hell no i look at damion he's eyes are red with he's whole face... damm i thought i was the only person to cry to god but im not or maybe we just needed to cry