It's been almost 12 years since it happened. It's time to move on. I'll always miss you, and Love you, but it's time. I never really got over your death, and even now, I still feel the effects of it. I see images flashing in my head of what it might have been like, topping the hill and then...nothing. I picture myself in your seat, the one that was hit. I also Picture myself as just an innocent on-looker. There was nothing I could have done to help you. Nothing to save your life. It was just your time to go, but now It's my time.
I'll never forget you pulling us out of the dark abyss we called life once, and how happy you made us. I can still see you playing Barbies, holding the doll and her tiny parasol. I can still hear your laughter mixed with our own. How you laughed and danced and played with us. I can still remember the time you put Salt in the tea instead of Sugar. Boy that was horrible. haha. I know it'll be hard, but It's time to let you go. I know you'll always be in my heart and protecting me, but I have to stop dwelling on the past and release it to make room for the present and future.
You'll always be my first Daddy, and I'll always love you. So I guess this is where we say so long, and I'll see you later.
Like the saying goes, "We never say Good-bye to the ones we love." It's true.
I love you, Matt, and I'll see you when it's my turn to meet the clouds. Until then, Please watch over Keeli and I. We both love you and miss you so.
Gone from our lives, Forever in our hearts!
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We were never equals, in the end, you and I, But I wish, more than anything, that we could have been.
